Chapter 1

Shuichi sat against the back of the couch as he tossed the lighter into the air, catching it a few seconds later in a repeated motion.  "Yukii seems to be getting further and further away from..." He sighed as he looked out the window and watched the silver glistening raindrops make their way down the glass window.  "Why cant he just be nicer to me??? Why cant he love me...... like i love him?" Shuichi asked himself as he threw the lighter across the room and watched as it fell against the wall and hit the ground with a loud echoing thump.  He got up slowly and walked over to where the lighter had fallen and pressed his hands against the cold metal object. Examining it closely he began to wonder what Yukii was doing this very moment.  "He never stayed out this late before?" Shuichi wondered to himself as he heard the lock on the door click and a tall handsome figure came through the door stareing at him.  

"Yukii!! Yukii!! Yukii!!" Shuichi yelled as he quickly ran over and embraced his lover.  "Where have you been?" Yukii's young pink haired lover yelled at him.  "Shut up brat!" Yukii yelled back as he walked into his computer room and sat down at the desk.  "But Yukii..." shuichi stammered.

"I want to talk to you...."

"I told you I have a deadline to make brat,  go away i dont need to be bothered by you right now."

Shuichi slumped out of the room and threw himself onto the couch.  "He alaways seems so busy lately... is he ignoring me?" he thought to himself as he slowly drifted off to sleep still holding Yukii's lighter in his hand.

"God.... I dont hear anything from that brat, he hasn't bothered me in over an hour.." Yukii  thought to himself as he took off his glasses and gently layed them next to his laptop.  Combing his fingers through his hair he turned off the computer and walked out into the liveing room shocked to see his lover laying on the couch.  Yukii walked over and sat down next to Shuichi staring at him as he slept.  "That damn idiot.... why does he have to look so cute sleeping there like that?" He said to himself as he noticed something in Shuichi's hand.  Yukii gently picked it up careful not to wake him and examined the lighter.  "What was that brat doing with this? He doesnt smoke?" Yukii wondered to himself as he placed it on the table and began to gently pick up his lover and carry him into the bed room.  

"Yukii....." Shuichi said half awake as he looked up into the golden eyes of his lover.

"Did I wake you?" Yukii said softly now laying shuichi down on the bed.  "mmm.." Shuichi muttered as he felt Yukii's warm hands slide under his shirt and slowly take it off.  "You didnt make me mad." Yukii said softly in Shuichi's ear as he pulled his chin up to meet his soft lips.  Feeling his lovers affection Shuichi gladly embraced it and placed his hands on the sides of Yukii's head takeing in as much of him as possible.  Thier tongues met and what turned into a gentle kiss gradually made its way to passion.  "Yukii...." Shuichi said drawing away from his lovers kiss and stareing into his eyes. "Yes..." Yukii said softly to the pink haired boy now naked and looking up at him.  "I have something I want to tell you Yukii..." Shuichii said as he gently ran his fingers at the brim of Yukii's boxers.  "I love you..." Shuichi stammered up at his lover as Yukii's hands began to caress his young lovers croch. "I....I...." Yukii said softly as he slid Shuichi's pants down and threw them on the floor. Shuichi stared up at his lovers golden eyes and prepared himself for what Yukii was about to say...... <TO BE CONTINUED>